Today it hit me, how terrible I am at being a partner. I'm good for the good times, but I'm terrible for the bad times. I ignore problems, I walk away, I'm almost impossible to deal with. I should thank the last one for putting up with me for the better part of a 6 month relationship.
I was so private about our sexual-intimacy, and now because it's gone, I have this urge to spill it out in a vulgar way. That would make it stop being a part of me, since I won't have anything to do with vulgarities. Since this place is absolutely private, I can go right ahead.
Favorite sexy moment:
3AM, we drove back, we're in my house, my brother's away and parents asleep. Sitting in the living room, there's some light-weight petting going on. I get up to check something on the computer, but i don't sit down, just bend a bit forward. He comes from behind, hugs me and puts his hand down my pants. I giggle and mumble something about just a second, and we have this passionate make-out untill we get into my room, where we undress almost violently and we have to kiss so that i won't scream.
Another favorite sexy moment:
His place, i'm sitting in his computer chair, he stands behind and above me, looking down, put his two hands in the cleavage and starts playing, at which point I say, not now, let's wait for the night
Favorite intimacy:
Hanging out in bed while naked. He sits up to talk on the phone, i stay laying down, he puts my legs one on each side of him, exploring curiously what he sees.
Favorite non-regular:
Showering together in a hostel during the trip abroad. Soaping each other and eventually almost shouting with pleasure.
Ok, this didn't turn out as vulgar as i thought.
